Today wasn't like any other day.
For one, I'm in America. For two, I said goodbye to my big sister & hello to my new guardian angel.
Last week we were supposed to go to the bush on Friday. Turns out something had came up & Pastor told us we would be leaving in Monday. We were all okay with that, more hot showers, right?
Sunday was Allison's birthday so We celebrated it that night with intense worship. No bibles, no journals. Just hungry hearts waiting to hear from God. Ruthann had a word from The Lord she wanted to share with me, so she began praying & telling me that I need to give all my fear to God before we go to the Bush. So I did. I started naming all my fears & placing them in Gods hands. ALL my fears. I no longer was going to live in fear because I just gave it all to God. After Ruthann said Amen, Allison tapped in my shoulder & asked me to come in the kitchen. It was there I was told that my sister was in the hospital & they weren't giving her much longer to live. I broke down. But then I calmed down & remember that I just gave all my fears to God… Even this one. I called my sister & told her I loved her & always will.
We were suppose to be in the BUSH of Africa & God made it so that we weren't so I could tell my sister goodbye. (He's so thoughtful & caring)
My sister passed away October 4th. After a lot of praying with my Leader Britt we were believing that God was going to provide the $2,000 for me to get home for a week to be with my family. After going to sleep for the night & waking up the NEXT day $1,500 was already donated. It was like God said "Rest beloved, I'll take care of it." He is so good. So good.
We had the memorial service for my sister today & will be burying her next to my mother who passed away 4 years ago, Thursday.
Through this whole thing I have been okay. Because God gave me his joy & strength so that I may be able to be a light to my family.
We prayed for healing & my sister is completely healed, in heaven. GOD IS SO GOOD.
Please keep my family & I in your prayers. I fly back on Sunday.
