Things Are Getting Weird
Training Camp has been quite the experience. I didn't really know what to expect and nothing could have prepared me for it.
Before I left for my trip, I wasn't really that excited. I was so busy and stressed trying to get everyting done that I didn't have time to be excited. I didn't really have much emotion about it. I thought that when I got here it would finally seem real and I would be pumped. Not the case. I knew how I was supposed to feel, but I just felt confused and distant; like I couldn't be real about it...