At first I was frustrated that God had given me so much assurance that I was to go to G42. As He told me something different I knew He had a purpose. The purpose of God giving me such assurance was to build my faith, and get me to a place where I was fully trusting Him. It's not going to be easy going home without a plan of what's next, but I know God will provide. Living in Spain, loving God and loving people sounds so fabulous, but that's not the plan right now. I would still love to go to Spain and since there is so much freedom in Christ, I might get another chance one day.
I think God gives us a glimpse of what He would like us to do. He gives us desires of what we would like to do, but he leaves out the timing of it all. I want to encourage you. You can never be too far into a situation to back out. Also, there is so much freedom in Christ. I have learned to trust God so much through all of this. He brought me all the way to a place where I was willing to trust that He would provide!
RACHEl
